Sorry I’m late, I didn’t want to come

  I’ve been trying to figure out where and how to pick up this story again.  When God called me to tell my story, I didn’t want to do it. He wanted me to lead with confessing my sins and telling everyone […]

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Explant and Heal

I had the Explant surgery I so desperately needed this week. The surgery was Friday, and today (Monday) I was finally able to cry. At 4am this morning I woke up and realized that today is the last day the nurse will […]

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Do You See The Red Flags?

Last night I was exhausted from pre-operation bloodwork and tests.  I had to go to the hospital, and I cannot even pretend it was good, other than the fact that it is over.  Up to this point, I’ve avoided the whole mask […]

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Straight Talk About Breasts

Have you ever been asked to do something you didn’t want to do?  Sometimes God prompts me to do things that I don’t want to do.  Occasionally  He sets me on a path that doesn’t make sense, feels too difficult, or is […]

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Sometimes God’s Delivery is Traumatic

  Have you ever found yourself in a place where you were trapped?  Or have you found yourself in a place where you needed delivery, but no matter which way you looked their was no good way out? When I was in […]

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Running From God

I got a text from a friend.  She said that she wanted to run away.  Immediately, I resonated with that simple sentence.  Yes, me too!  I want to run away.  Life doesn’t feel fun right now.  I see hurting people everywhere I […]

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A Time To Speak

I’ve been putting this off for over a year.   It’s time to tell my God stories.  There are so many of them, and I know they have the potential to help a lot of people.  The reason I have been putting it […]

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In Christ All Things Are Made New

“And he who was seated on the throne said, “Behold, I am making all things new.” Also he said, “Write this down, for these words are trustworthy and true.”” ‭‭Revelation‬ ‭21:5‬ ‭ESV‬‬

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A Prayer To Get Back To God

Because of the Lord’s great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness. Dear God, I feel so far away from you. I know you are always with me, but I […]

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Forgive Your Dad for Father’s Day

So it’s Father’s Day.  You’re feeling grumpy because everyone around you seems to be celebrating a day that you just don’t care about. Why should you?  Your Dad screwed up. He wasn’t there for you like he was supposed to be. You’ve […]

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